On the 25th day of September 2005, I had my (late) 10th grand birthday party in our house, and my daddy was dancing and having so much fun . The next day, I had school. The next day, I didn’t say goodbye to my daddy before leaving for school. The next day, before leaving I saw him in the bed snoring weirdly. The next day, I thought I was gonna see him again. The next day, he died.
We had a school contest in the 27th so I got home on the 26th late. On the 23rd, I volunteered to buy some props which my mom failed to buy so I had to resort to my daddy. He and I had some big argument before my birthday party because of this, just because of a contest we didn’t even win. My life </3
It’s been 6 years and it still hurts so much. It was so sudden. I was 10. The fact that my life would change so much didn’t occur to me, the fact that you weren’t gonna come back. :(
Siguro hindi ako mataba kung andito ka (chos), hindi rin ako maghihirap sa baon kung nandito ka. Siguro may maghahatid at susundo sa’ken kung nandito ka, siguro lagi akong may masarap ng chocolate na naghihintay saken pag uwi ko araw araw kung nandito ka. Ang daming siguro, ayoko nang isipin.
I was a daddy’s girl. Bunso ako and you spoiled me so much. Things would be so different if you were here right now. Sabi mo pa, hihintayin mo hanggang ikasal ako at magkaanak ako. I miss you so much and I hope you’re having fun wherever you are. You’re one awesome dad, I know it. I love you. And I know you loved me so much and I so appreciate it. >:D<
(Ang drama ko, but it’s all for you daddy >:D< DADDY. DADDYYYYY. Nakakamiss namang sabihin. Loveyou :*)
